The burden of being upright
Should I say it? Should I tell? Maybe I should. But do I really want to? Do I want to risk the consequences, the risk of change, the risk of being brutally slapped in the face, even if it would be what I deserved.
Deep down we probably all know when, how and why we should just tell. We all feel it's time to be confronted with reality, with honesty, with truth. We all know relief is just a step away. But at the same time we know this might be a rather unpleasant confrontation. One we'd rather avoid and replace by a different reality: the one we were building inside our thoughts, inside the web in our heads where we got stuck in, but at the same time feel comfortable in. Comfortable in a new world where we will be able to live happily ever after. As long as we can live with it. As long as other people do not get hurt. As long as we know what we're doing.
Telling the truth is a noble thing. It should be something to be proud of. It's what distinguishes heroes from cowards and reality from fraud. But being upright is a hell of a burden. It's the fight between angels and devils. Just as living reality is. Just as being a hero is. Just as not running away to chase other realities is.
But let's be honest for once: at times we all want to be a bit of devil.
[Post inspired by "The burdens of being upright" by Tracy Bonham]
Deep down we probably all know when, how and why we should just tell. We all feel it's time to be confronted with reality, with honesty, with truth. We all know relief is just a step away. But at the same time we know this might be a rather unpleasant confrontation. One we'd rather avoid and replace by a different reality: the one we were building inside our thoughts, inside the web in our heads where we got stuck in, but at the same time feel comfortable in. Comfortable in a new world where we will be able to live happily ever after. As long as we can live with it. As long as other people do not get hurt. As long as we know what we're doing.
Telling the truth is a noble thing. It should be something to be proud of. It's what distinguishes heroes from cowards and reality from fraud. But being upright is a hell of a burden. It's the fight between angels and devils. Just as living reality is. Just as being a hero is. Just as not running away to chase other realities is.
But let's be honest for once: at times we all want to be a bit of devil.
[Post inspired by "The burdens of being upright" by Tracy Bonham]
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